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Lupus Warrior

I have Lupus.
That DOESN’T mean I didn't take care myself. 
That I refuse to exercise, that I eat properly, that make up my symptoms or whine and complain a lot.
It DOES mean that I push myself to the limit constantly.
I try to overcompensate where I feel lack.
I hide my feelings and everything that may be wrong behind my smiles.
I cry in desperation and fear when I am alone and I often wonder how will I live to my next moment. 
I don’t want to live this way, but I know I have no other choice. 
I have lupus, I didn’t ask for it. I didn’t create it.
Don’t judge and criticize me because you don’t understand it.
Don’t have with live with it and haven’t walked a day in my lupus shoe.
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