Lupus Warrior

I have Lupus.

That DOESN’T mean I didn't take care myself. 

That I refuse to exercise, that I eat properly, that make up my symptoms or whine and complain a lot.

It DOES mean that I push myself to the limit constantly.

I try to overcompensate where I feel lack.

I hide my feelings and everything that may be wrong behind my smiles.

I cry in desperation and fear when I am alone and I often wonder how will I live to my next moment. 

I don’t want to live this way, but I know I have no other choice. 

I have lupus, I didn’t ask for it. I didn’t create it.

Don’t judge and criticize me because you don’t understand it.

Don’t have with live with it and haven’t walked a day in my lupus shoe.

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